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The Balance

by Heartland Heretics

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1.
I try so hard to be a man But I break your heart time and again I'm trying to change my ways I never thought I'd hurt someone As much as you've been hurt by me Takes all I've got not to run When things go boom unexpectedly I'm trying to change my ways When all your friends tell you I suck They're probably right, but they suck too And to that end, together stuck We'll always fight for me and you For you I change my ways
2.
If you'd told me you didn't like it I've had cut that shit down instantly Instead you threw a fit onstage during our set If I told you it's time to part ways Would you even think about the times we had? Would you even stop to think, "Too bad?" Look at what we have become I'm just a memory to you You're standing there with loaded gun Another face, another phase, onto act two If I'd noticed you acting different I'd have called you out so long ago Before you blew up at another show Because you're the one who's disrespectful Treating me like I'm some imbecile You've caused some sleepless nights and punches pulled Look at what we have become You're just a foreigner to me I'm standing there with loaded gun Another face, another phase, onto act three I'm searching for meaning Withdrawing and weaning Now I'm crippled and reeling I'm losing all feeling I've been sucking my thumbs While you were banging drums Now I forge my own path You shall soon know my You shall soon know my You shall all soon know my wrath My lord, what I have since become? A bitter, cynical old man My whole life fighting for bread crumbs My brave old friend fought to the end I turned and ran
3.
Wasn't looking for a villain But I think I found one Partner in crime to fence my heart And hold me up with Cupid's handgun Been thrifting words in hope that I might find An appropriate expression You've gifted verse and melody in form Of joy and inspiration Looking back, was it ever a question? If I stay the track, does that make you the exception? Would you hold my hand, together learn life's lessons? If I make you laugh, is that not the point of creation? Staying busy, staying focused and I La la la along Then my old lady swoop me up and force me To write this song Most other men would shy away From vigilance of higher ground I let my heart give chase And my ball and chain was never found Looking back, was it ever a question? If I stay the track, does that make you the exception? Would you hold my hand, together learn life's lessons? If I make you laugh, is that not the point of creation? Looking back, was it ever a question? If I stay the track, does that make you the exception? Would you hold my hand, together learn life's lessons? If you make me laugh, is that not the point of creation?
4.
Crash Down 02:59
Close your eyes As we reach for the skies All of these feelings When it's my heart she's stealing Surely I must be dreaming Mostly I have been scheming 'coz I know what I am Time slows while I'm thinking Crash down! Will you crumble and fold? Will you still stand tall? Will you be bought and sold? Will you crash and fall? So go out and be bold When your name is called Or will you just grow old And regret it all? 'coz you've got to take a chance Live a time or two Got to make some memories Worth holding onto So miss the ones you've lost Love the one you've got Because anything will happen Ready or not Crash down!
5.
The Balance 03:05
A snot-nosed punk is what I was Then I grew up, just because I never made it, never succeeded Potential wasted is how I was treated All that I gave up My time and talents They never saved us Or restored the balance The burdens I've carried The bridges that I've burned None of it buried A danger to return All that I gave up My time and talents They never saved us Or restored the balance Aware of an outcome I've never desired Or intended I'd better develop the skills that will be required Or soon be up-ended All that I gave up My time and talents They never saved us Or restored the balance
6.
Chasing Tale 02:54
I've got hope for the future So now we row Now we do-si-do Don't you know? I've been waiting all my life to see All life's mystery You and me, we'll make history Don't you see? You've been waiting all your life Been waiting for this moment to unveil The perfect solution to what has failed I know sometimes I've gone off of the rails I'm done with being bad and chasing tale I've got hope 'coz the future's now Take a bow, be your loudest loud Own that crowd Go silence every doubt Been waiting for this moment to unveil The perfect solution to what has failed I know sometimes I've gone off of the rails I'm done with being bad and chasing tale
7.
Different 03:17
It's a lie This construct we've built standing on our toes Lord only knows how hard I try But only one thing keeps me on my knees How I aim to please If only one thing keeps me drifting far off course Belief in higher power is for most a driving force One thing I've always focused on is bettering myself But who am I to turn to if it just doesn't help? The only thing I can control, how I handle my days But does it matter in the end if my deeds will be erased? If my own legacy is the songs I leave behind I write these lines for you with this in mind There's that fear again Letting my emotions decide me That's now who I want to be There's that fear again Devotion to devotion, this ride's free I mean each word sincerely If I left my doubts decide the path my life will take Become a prisoner to that nagging voice I just can't shake Absorbing words of wisdom works when you're weary, well, and wise What do you do if wisdom is the thinnest of disguise? The acceptance that makes sense is really dropping all pretense I'm not put together enough to make any difference No one understands me, especially when I'm alone My girl still waits for me to come back home The only things I've got left are the lives I left back there My songs, my inner monologue are the stories I will share No one ever told me to what do when I'm all spent I guess I'll change my ways and be a little different
8.
100% 02:44
Today I feel like I broke the bed And I'm in my head And I'm seeing red Don't you fear for my infidelities Because that isn't me Or who I want to be You're a thousand miles away I was a good boyfriend today Out of sight, out of mind I leave that mindset behind You deserve 100% all the time Today I feel like I shit the bed And I filled my head With misdeed and regret Don't you fear for my insecurities Because that isn't me Or who I want to be You're a thousand miles away I was a good boyfriend today Out of sight, out of mind I leave that mindset behind You deserve 100% all the time
9.
I promised Ike I'd write A song he'd like tonight And add it to the log Because nothing beats approval from your dog Forgive me if I seem serene But I had a dream I'd start a lasting fad Since nothing beats disapproval from Mom and Dad Some day folks will tell me I've arrived My mind's eye draws a blank So take this to the bank I don't write these words for me I'd be lying if I said I wasn't trying for my family It's my bad if I'm unrehearsed Since I'm halfway through this verse And my life 101 I'm the only one who will say when I'm done having fun Some day folks will tell me I've arrived

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"The Balance" is the second full-length album by Indianapolis punk rock band, Heartland Heretics.

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released October 20, 2017

All songs written by Nicholas Weber and performed by Heartland Heretics
Heartland Heretics is Nicholas Weber, John Concannon, and Matthew Corken (Brady Passon is featured on tracks 3 and 4 performing a Moog synthesizer)
Recorded and Engineered by Kris Fricks and John Babcock at Uptown Sound Productions in Indianapolis, IN
Mastered by Brady Passon and Glass House Productions

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